I gave myself asthma attacks and stomachaches with the anxiety of it all.
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I was flooded with the exquisite realization that I was not alone in my desire.
Shaun gave the bride away.
Would I have learned that there are other things about me as valuable and compelling as my sexuality? Trumping all, he was from New York City, mecca of all things wild and wonderful.
But ultimately, I was asking to be loved, without grasping the possible manifestations that love might take.